August 21,2024

Did I get too high, or has the world truly gone mad? How can anyone not feel crazy in a world where people care more about money than they care about others. A place where we became so secluded that we lost compassion. You are not crazy, but the world wants you to believe you are. 

September 19th, 2024

Anthem for anyone trying to win the batle against themselves and remain in control. Desperately picking yourself back up after another side of you crashes out. Struggling with your own sanity, fighting yourself every step of the way, while fumbling through reality determined to persevere. A reminder you can get through your lowest points, but first you must  make peace with your situation.

October 19, 2024

Still holding it down for you and yours after all these years. Existing and surviving shouldn't be a feat, but in todays age, it's a privilege. The dual meaning is holding down the other side of you, being in a constant battle with who you were, who you are. and who you want to be. Realizing that you are doing more harm trying to hold back different parts of yourself, rather than show who you truly are.

Still holding it down, after everything the universe has thrown at me. Nothing can stop me, but me. . . Yet I still keep allowing it to happen.

July 31, 2024

Knock! Knock! Knock! The Rent Is Due! The last album I made I awoke back in my childhood and recapped life prior to my debut album. This song is a transition between old era and new. Awakening in adulthood, unsure what to do with yourself when you get time off from work; because you’re barely surviving financially and the external pressures of life are weighing on you.

November 19th, 2024

Will I ever find my place among the stars? A question we all contemplate. This is a lyrical duality of self, pondering about your place in the universe. Questioning if I will ever show the real me, or continue hiding who I am. And will anybody wait and see.

January 19th, 2025

We all become strangers to ourselves eventually and have to rediscover our true selves. This dark emo pop rap about the internal struggles of feeling like you always manage to mess things up and an attempt at breaking that cycle. It's an upbeat fierce self evaluation meant for inciting change and growth from the Stranger you become in your darkest hours. 

January 26th, 2025

Sitting with your problems can either be paralyzing or therapeutic. Learning and understanding yourself on a deeper level to shift your perception in the face of stagnancy. We've all got problems, some self created, some a product of our environment. But hang on to that small glimpse of hope, don't get STUCK IN YOUR PROBLEMS. 

December 19th, 2024

A reminder that the good old days you remember with the family aren't that far in the past, but we've come a long way since then. This is a tribute to my grandma and all grandmas houses who were the focal point of the holidays. You know what you're getting when the family comes together. Chaos, bad jokes, and a  whole lot of memories. With a small reminder that it won't last forever. 

RIP grandma

February 2nd, 2025

Small Town Living is a very particular feeling that at times feels like you can't escape it. Feeling like you've seen and done everything you can in the place you are, and now you have bigger dreams that almost seem unattainable. You don't want to leave the people you love, scared of not knowing what's next. But it's a necessary step in your evolution, you don't always have to be a small town kid. 

February 9th, 2025

It gets harder to hide behind the same excuses. Too easy to sink into old habits. And it's too comfortable living in the shadows You don't have to be afraid of change. The risk makes the reward worth it. And luckily you've STILL GOT TIME!

February 16th, 2025

There's still time to fix all of the problems you've made, you still have a chance to right those wrongs. There is an opportunity to write your own narrative. There is more to you than people know, probably more than they will ever understand. But just like you, they have to WAIT AND SEE just what you grow into. 

February 23rd, 2025

No matter what people tell you, no matter who sticks around, no one can convince you that you are worth saving. Finding balance in who you are, who you were, and who you are going to be one day. This is dark and self reflective with the relatable feeling of thinking you are alone with people all around, and feeling like you have nothing left to lose which can either be empowering or crippling.