This collection of 6 EP's makes up this Production/Dance album that caps off the foundation of Anonymex. Concluding the three album trilogy of trials and tribulations throughout my life. This is the album no one was supposed to hear. It evolved from a bunch of old instrumentals and some hook ideas. It gained new songs as I was developing the full story with each EP having its own sub-story and is a good representation of the music that got me to where I am today along with the story of how it happened. This album tells more about me than I would share in person. I hope yall enjoy the collection of EP’s about my childhood and the reevaluation from a present perspective in the final EP(last 4 songs). If you are here during this era of releases, yall are true day ones!! We are only beginning! Thank you for supporting!
First Steps EP
Feb 29,2024
This intro sets the scene for the album in childhood being woken up on a school morning. You are set off on your way and grow up over the course of the walk. Where you find yourself far from home.
Get Up (Alarm House) - Being woken up on a school morning back in my early childhood.
Learning To Walk - Walking to school, significant events and years pass by as you reminisce about your time before entering schooling.
Far From Home - You have wandered far off the beaten path, lost in your own thought, ending up far from home.
Down The Rabbit Hole EP
March 20, 2024
While wandering far from home you end up falling down The Rabbit Hole. In this case it symbolizes a sort of coming of age when you were discovering women, love, and attraction and how that can turn your entire world upside down. These quirky fun and energetic tracks point to the sort of whimsical time it was being a child.
Wanderland - You've taken the deep dive into puberty, discovering women, love, affection, and it opens up a whole new world and turns everything you know upside down and inside out.
Take A Chance - You find someone you are attracted to and take a chance at asking her out. But it turns out she already has a bf.
Self Help - Realizing that you don't need her or anyone else, you can take care of all your problems by yourself.
Shadow Puppet EP
April 19th, 2024
A look at how medicine I got prescribed by a Psychiatrist as a kid, changed everything. I was a prisoner stuck in my own head. Not feeling welcome in my own body and everyone liked that other side of me that was never me to begin with. Left me at odds questioning if I was good enough.
Zombie Kid - The pills reveal Anonymex, another version of me who everyone likes. Causing inner turmoil.
Changeling Seasons - Passage of time as years pass living now with the other side of me.
My Way - Problems with family, friends, and love lead to deep depression and contemplate suicide.
Spiraling - You avoid a terrible decision but the spiraling continues.
Can't Feel My Feet EP
May 22, 2024
The fallout of young love leaves me feeling even more alone, lonely, and depressed. Exhausted from the toxic cycles. I am left without knowing who I am without her.
Never Hurt Again - The story of my first relationship, drama, trauma, and aftermath.
Midnight Chills- The unanswered calls, that feel like they last an eternity.
My Fault- Accepting accountability for the fallout.
Rest Child - Exhausted from the toxic cycles, we rest.
Backseat Driver EP
June 1, 2024
The brief loss of control over my identity after letting my guard down. And the fight that ensues within.
No Strings Attached - The other side of me attempts to hijack my body, in an attempt to save me from myself.
Lose Control - Me feeling hopeless, with no where to go. This is me giving up in the fight and allowing my darkside to takeover.
Highway Hypnosis - My dark side recklessly driving my life nowhere fast.
Map To Nowhere - I regain control of my situation and must supress my dark side.
Never Leaving The House
June 19, 2024
This Album is the prologue giving backstory to Who I am, and who Anonymex is and where this idea of inner conflict originated. Childhood comes and goes fast. Leaving us in whirlwind of emotions. Dealing with new situations and developing coping and defense mechanism on the fly. This takes you through early developmental depression and anxiety. Being misunderstood , being told you weren't fixable, how you would never amount to anything by everyone around you. All because you were the only kid not afraid to still be yourself. Leads up to the full on inner turmoil and depressive state of My Debut Album I A.M. What I A.M.
Arrived - We have reached our destination in the future of solitude and self reflection.
Grew Up Too Fast - A look back on the years, reminscing, evaluating how I got to this point, recognizing that once little kid, had to grow entirely too fast.
Talk To Me - A message to my younger self, the other side of me, and anyone who deals with the same mental issues. Offering a hand, an olive branch, indicating that Anonymex may have been good all along and just trying to help.
Higher - The connection back to the intro realizing that you climbed so high and fell so fast because you were sleeping since you laid to rest. Connection to the intro of my debut album creating cliffhanger conflict between both sides of me. While also being a connection to the next single because I get so high, and then I am left wondering if I overdid it.
